I have ADHD, OCD, Bipolar type 2, mood swings, and PTSD level 2. I here tell you what my experience is…
In ADHD, it is easy to describe, “I read the task list and I remember these tasks, but they are never in order.” Furthermore, I complete them when I am within proximity but not follow the task…
I have mild obsessive compulsive disorder, but it’s not severe, when I’m down and my house isn’t in tip-top shape and another issue is present that day. If I do clean up and to perfection, I will be happy with my own home feeling clean and calm. And the same thing in my work IT Stuff I REQUIRE LABEL and Nice and neat.
Bipolar Type 2, How I know Bipolar Type 2 well, I have a Psychology Consular who elevation me to learn what me behavior are and my story of my feeling. So sometime when I get one little hurt feeling I get out of control, black out, angry, crying, epilepsy seizures due out of control like faint then seizures from doctor. I’ll provide you more information about the seizures I had after we moved into the new RV, but they think it’s because of the mold under my bed, and it was positive…
In my opinion, Mood Swings and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder are inseparable. Flashbacks make me scared, they remind me of when I was younger and left things out. It stayed in my mind for a while. When I felt something striking me, I felt a moment of fear, but then my calmness quickly returned. My dad started me on the cannabis education to me when I was 20 years old because he noticed I get anxiety and Depression and yelling and angry in my home… My father-in-law lives next to our RV, and he can hear everything, so he and I understand each other. He wants to help me to be better, but first time was scary feeling, but it actually helped and soon. It helps my mood and PTSD and ADHD to calm down, and it helps me lead to learn what it supposes to feel until I understand what cannabis is supposed to be. I believe that cannabis allows you to learn more in the real world, instead stuck in my house. Because it helps calm down all my disorder, not because I want to chill. I hate Chill, to be honest. I like working harder than you think.
If I feel down, and you try to cheer me up, I get to explode out lung to them, and mood swinging something. That called a mood swing for me. That my behavior…
All these I am sorry to disturb see my behavior, I know it not acceptable and childish of me. I will be better, I have to tough up and do better than past. We can’t think of the past anymore. They are wasting your time doing your dream!
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